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Friday, December 10, 2010

survival.

thanks for all your sweet comments, emails, messages, etc. yesterday...

I survived, I suppose I always do.

Yesterday went as well as could be expected. I think it was a good mix of being distracted and remembering... My sweet husband surprised me at work and came and picked me up and we went out to lunch. He's cute - I think he loves me, he made me be a same-side-seater [barf]. He brought me a cute tea set too, just because.

Then I finished out the day headed home, spent some QT with Oliver - went to Crossfit, which may have been a bad idea. I hadn't been in a week and my head just wasn't there. I did really poorly, but I must have gotten a workout because I'm super sore today! Then we headed out to dinner with friends where I ate my feelings [yessssss apple blueberry cobbler get in my stomach]. 

Came home, looked at pictures of my dad, snuggled with Ollie and read a great book.

I woke up today, and felt relieved. I know it's just a day but it is still one of the three days of the year that just make me anxious and sad [12/9, 3/2 [dad's birthday], and fathers day].

In other news, the wedding is three weeks away. WHAT?! um, now entering freak out detail zone.

5 comments:

  1. I'm glad it went well. It's okay to fall apart occasionally, you know you can pick yourself back up.

    And what a sweetheart fiance! Lucky you!

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  2. Awww, just read the post from yesterday. So sorry, I know Christmas Eve is going to be different this year because i lost one of my best friends to cancer last year on that day.

    Glad your wedding is coming up. Just relax and enjoy it and dont sweat the small stuff. The perfect wedding is one where everyone is drunk and dancing. =)

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  3. thanks for your sweet message on my blog! When I read your post yesterday about your dad Im not going to lie I was boohooing! Im so happy you are in such a great place now and that cute Oliver is ther to give you lots of lovin too! Happy Holidays!

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  4. I love the way you write. So sorry about your Father and his loss, never a easy thing. My love is with you. <3

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  5. So sorry to hear of your loss. So glad to hear you survived. What's Crossfit? Any who, my thoughts are with you. I ate a cream puff today, it kind of was icky. lol

    HOLY COW! 3 weeks away! How exciting. I'm a new follower, so trying to play catch up. Congrats and enjoy every moment, it will go by surprisingly fast.

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